okay so what sucks about going to a private college like the one i go to is that
no one
talks
to
each
other
EVER! it's freaking me out, mannn. it's freaking me out.
i mean, there's a few people who are super cool that i hang around with but it's SO different from going to a tiny little high school where everybody knows everybody and dorks around together.
everybody's like, way focused on their work so there's basically no socialization happening on campus at all.
and then the people who are actually really cool to hang out with are all dead broke cuz they're from out of state, so we can't go do anything off campus. and that's a major drag too.

paul's going to one of them state-funded colleges where the people aren't half as high-strung and he's met like twice as many people as me. it's super lame. i'm mad.

but yeah that was my rant.
i think the only other thing i could really whine about right now is my crappy job.
or actually, my good job with crappy hours.
this month i'm going to get like...$100.
for the whole month.
cumulative.
yes, it's that bad.

so yeah...
basically i'm just in a whiny mood because i got home from work like a half hour ago and hadn't eaten since breakfast.

but what's reallyyyyy cool is that i got a little baby koi in my room just swimmin around like there's no tomorrow! = D

i got him after one of my graduation fish choked to death on a piece of gravel,
and then paul was like "nuh uh it didn't choke, there just isn't enough water conditioner in the water!"
so i was like oh, okay and i put more water conditioner all up in there...
and then my other fish died.
haha and it was really sad and really stupid at the same time.
but ANYWAY!
--KOI--
his name's leeroy jenkins and paul's not allowed to give me advice anymore so i think i can keep this one alive for longer than three months.
exciting!!!